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Raya Holiday

It's been a long time I didn't update about my life!
My blog looks so down with all my emo posts.
So, today I help my blog to change its clothes and brighten it with my holiday spent with my family.

Due to Hari Raya, my dad was able to get his holiday and we finally could plan some outings!
Well, I should feel lucky because I'm surrounded with people who always date our family for outing haha!

Day 1
First, they are my neighbours.
I know many people don't really get many interactions with their neighbours.
But in my neighbourhood, all of us know each others, and we always go out together to hunt for food.
During this public holidays, with no exceptions, one of my neighbours date us to hunt for food again.
So again, about 5 families - included mine went to Sekinchan this time for our 1st day of holiday.
It took us 3 hours to reach there because of traffic jam.
Frankly saying, We all were a bit disappointed this time.
We went to a seafood restaurant, the food wasn't really nice, and we waited for a long time to be served.
All of us felt a bit silly and stupid to drive all the way there from Kajang just to eat lunch haha!
But well, at least we got the chance to feel the nature and relax.
We drove at the small lane which was in the middle of the paddy fields,
and got to enjoy the view of paddy fields.

It was the first time I was so close to the paddy fields. 

So, that's how I spent my 1st day of Hari Raya!

Day 2

Went to KLCC to enjoy movie with my family.

Since "The Conjuring" was highly recommended by many friends,

and my family like to watch horror movie, especially my mum

So we all decided to watch this!

This movie was really really awesome! and scary!

Seriously, I think this was the most successful horror movie I've ever seen.

So after movie, we went to Levain Boulangerie Patisserie for our lunch.

My mum wanted to try it for a long time,

and today she finally got to try these!

*craving statisfied*

After we reached home, neighbours dated us to go for dinner again.

One of my neighbours said he got 1 friend who open a seafood restaurant at Broga,

so again, 5 families went there to have dinner.

The uncle's friend said he found some nice 水鱼 so he cooked for us.
Honestly, I didn't know what does a 水鱼 look like.
Those uncle kept telling this was really really 好料 and kept serving me.
It was jelly-like thingy, since I never tried it before so I tried a tiny piece of it.
Seriously it was really not nice, I felt so disgust about the jelly-like-tasteless thingy.
After I tried, I was really curious about what exactly the 水鱼 look like.
So I googled it. and I was quite shock to see the result.

I was really really shock when I knew 水鱼 actually looked like this.
Until now I still feel like vomit when I think of I ate it. OMG OMG OMG
and from today onwards, I learn not to join my neighbours next time if they're going to Broga.

The next day, my dad had to start his work, because he only got 2 days of public holiday.
So we spent our whole day at home.

Day 4
My aunt and my cousins came to find us.
We went swimming on the afternoon, and after that we decided to go Broga for duriansssss.
My uncle and grandma joined us, and we went to Broga to have panmee as our lunch.
After lunch, we went inside Broga to see whether got durians.
We stopped our car in front of 石拿督 temple, to see if they got sell durians.
To be honest, I've studied at Nottingham for 2 years but I never been to the temple although it was so close to me haha!
So we decided to went in and I was really excited! which I didn't know why -.-
There was quite beautiful inside, and I really got surprised with the suspension bridge.
not only the bridge, and the huge 孙悟空 which on top of the mountain.
I was really impressed by the design inside, and I couldn't believe I actually went to the top of the mountain to see the King of  Monkey haha!

有人说我属猴 有人说我属鸡

so... I took with both of them HAHA

with bro & sis

The King of Monkey

Then after we bought some durians and pedai, we went back home to enjoy our durians!

So, Here comes an end for my Raya Holiday.

Actually it seemed no difference for me since I'm having my summer break haha!

but I really feel great and warm to spend my time with my family.

But, 3 more days, I have to sit for my piano diploma exam. T.T

I'm super duper nervous! I'm also super duper worry that I can't pass haizzzz...

Please let me pass my exam before I go to UK.

Please please please please please

LOST

It's has been a long time I logged in into my blogger.
Everytime I'm not in a good mood, I will come back here.
Perhaps it's not a good act, I should record my happy life not my sad life.
But I will only got the mood to update my blog when I'm being sad.
At least this is a good place for me to express my sadness.

I'm the eldest in my family.
As I grew up, I understand the responsibility of being the eldest sister.
And throughout these time, I play my role well.
I do all these not to get any compliments from others, because I know these are my responsibility.

I don't understand why did you scold me that day,
till now my tears still drop everytime whenever I think about it.

I don't know what should I do or what should I not do.
I doubt myself.

Perhaps there are still many things I need to learn,
One more month, and I will fly to a new place and begin my life all over again.
This is really a good timing for me to rearrange my thoughts and mood.
I hope I could find myself in one year time.

Do not give up.

exhaustion

No matter how hard I try,
You'll never satisfy.



I feel so tired to deal with you.



Let the time proves everything.

Stay strong my dear.

exam week

1月7号

我的Year 1 Semester 1的第一科考试

就在今天

考的科目是德文

我本来以为还算可以handle的

怎么知道在考试的前一天

才拿到老师send给我们的

trial exam paper

我只能说

WTH

=.=

两篇comprehension

没有用translator根本就看不懂

它到底在说啥

！！！

正式考试的那天

12点多到学校

买了午餐

和朋友一起复习一下

2点考试

我们全部都想睡觉

就连在考试的时候

也很想睡觉

我们很怀疑

食堂的食物是不是加了sleeping pills 

=.=

考试很难

很多答案不确定

叫我们matching the words with the same meaning

hello? 左边和右边的字全都是德文

而且没有在课本上看过的

会match的话我真的太神了

这个星期考过了德文

下星期就要考

Cognitive Psychology & Social Psychology

虽然说两份考卷都是MCQ

no negative marking

但是还是很多东西要念

对着notes看了很久

可是头脑却装不进

明明应该对着notes

可是我现在却对着电脑

在写blog

心里的天使告诉我这个时候应该要努力念书

死到临头了

下个星期就要考试了！

心里的恶魔告诉我

下个星期一才考试

还有很多时间

而且全部MCQ + no negative marking

不用怕不用怕

最终，

我被恶魔conquer了

跑到这里写blog

不知道是不是太久没有写blog了

也太久没有用华语了

感觉这篇blog post

很语无伦次

乱七八糟

哈哈哈

好了

我在努力的说服自己

现在关电脑去念书

念书念书念书念书念书念书念书念书

念书念书念书念书念书念书念书念书

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念书念书念书念书念书念书念书念书

回顾2012

我真的好久好久没有写blog了

每次想写可是却提不起劲

趁今天有mood

就来update一下吧

虽然标题是说回顾2012

可是其实我想不到什么特别的东西好回顾的

-.-

我的生活

一直都很平淡

上课，赶assignments，考试，放假

就这样一直地重复着

如果硬要提一些比较特别的事

那大概就是：

1. Foundation顺利完成

2. 6月第一次和大学的朋友搭夜班火车去槟城

（其实我到现在都还很想念那时吃喝玩乐的日子）

3. 正式结束远距离恋爱

（他顺利毕业回来啦！）

4. 9月开始正式上degree

5. Piano Diploma 及格了！

大概就只有这些吧！

在这一年里

其实我觉得自己有很大的改变

尤其是自己的性格

其实我很不喜欢这样的自己

真的...

这一年真的辛苦了你

我知道你为了我付出很多

受了很多苦

可是我却每次对你那么坏

真的很对不起...

这一年里

情绪的起起伏伏太大了

这一年里

我很不喜欢这样的自己

这一年里

已经不会自我调整自己

希望新的一年

一切顺顺利利

也希望在新的一年

重新找回自己

保持初衷

维持热情

老天爷

你听见我的祷告了吗？

希望从今开始

一切都会变得很美好

:)

Dream

"Dream"

I don't really know how to define 

the meaning of this word in my dictionary.

Perhaps it can be defined as something unrealistic,

or just something fantasy 

that you are not able to reach in real life.

I used to dream to become a dancer.

I started to dance when I was in kindergarten. 

and I got the second prize of something like

 national kindergarten dance competition. haha!

Then, I joined dance club when I was standard 2 in primary school,

and I danced until I graduated from secondary school.

My last dance performance was last year,

Hari Kebudayaan of Yu Hua.

I really miss my dance life so so much!

Although it was tough and hard during training,

there are still the best memories during my high school life.

However, I stopped to dance after I had graduated. 

At some moment, I wish I can get a Diploma in Dance by studying at ASWARA.

But soon I realized that there's a way too far for me to achieve. 

My parents wouldn't allow me to become a full-time dancer,

and waste 3 years time to complete a diploma in dance.

The reason are just simple.

"You can't be a dancer for your entire life. 

What're you going to do when you get old?"

"You couldn't earn money from dance. Do you ever think about your future?"

Of course, I know the life of a dancer is short.

If I'm really insist on becoming a dancer,

I know I will definitely let my parents down.

Just like every parents,

My parents expect me to further my study at university,

work hard to get a good degree,

and find a good job.

So, this dream is just hiding in the deepest of my heart.

As you grown up,

there are more responsibility that you need to carry on your shoulders.

When there are more responsibility,

then more restrictions come into your life.

Now I understand why are people always miss their childhood 

and do not want to grow up.

Nonetheless, I'm still very satisfied with my life now.

I enrolled to a nice university and chose my interested course.

I live in a family which full of love and caring,

I got best friends who brighten up my life,

and I got a boy who always stay beside me.

However, if I could get another chance,

I wish I could have more courage 

to chase after what I really want.